Starting to feel my skin crawl.

Well it is 9:28 pm on Sunday March 21st. The last pill I had was very early this morning and well over 12 hours ago. I am starting to feel a little anxious and am starting to get a pain throughout my mid section. My kidneys and lower back pain is like I have been drinking for 3 or 4 days. I am starting to feel uncomfortable in my skin and very sketchy like I can't sit still. I will write more as time goes on. I'm more then positive that I will be visiting this blog a few times tonight when I am alone and freaking out from withdrawal.

I told you I would be back when I was alone LOL. I'm not freakin out yet but I have been here before and know what to expect. I won't say what I know already, I will just say what I am feeling just to keep shit straight. So I'm feeling the same abdominal pain on the constant. Oh and I usually shake my foot but I am shaking it a double time (when I realize I'm shaking it) now. My lower back is a bit more sore but still tolerable. I have noticed that if you can keep your mind off of the pains and uncomfortable squirmy feeling you don't notice it as much..... for now. I think this is going to be a hell of a lot harder then I thought LOL. Every time I want to write about how and what I am feeling.... I feel even worse because I'm concentrating on it LMFAO!!!! yyyyep only me hahaha. When ever I start to feel the pain.. I just think about all the prescriptions that I have been given for this and that. It takes my mind off of everything and I start thinking about hmmmm I wonder how we survived all kinds of crazy shit when we were kids. We didn't have all of these supplements and pills and shit. We are definitely have become a medication pushing world eh. It pisses me off that they want to give us stuff that cures one problem but gives you 5 different side effect. Like WTF is anal leakage??? That is seriously on some medications and over the counter meds. WTF are we doing to ourselves? I think I am seriously going to go with a more natural way of life. It is 12:11 am Mon/Mar/3 and I'm done for now but ya never know....I might be back again.