Thank you

Well it's 3:41 am Monday morning and I am feeling heaviness in my chest (like I have been smoking all day and night. It is a pain that goes from my back threw to my chest. It almost feels like I have to crack my back and my ribs up high. I am starting to sweat a little now... along with all the other aches and pains I am fixin for a long night. I am still trying to keep myself busy as to keep my mind off of it all. The number one rule in this whole thing is to keep hydrated. That is very important and the headaches will stay away for the most part. Well that's what I'm hoping LOL. I should take this time to warn everyone that I will be using my usual language (swearing.... allot). There is no need to go there yet tho LOL. I also wanted to say thank you to all of my friends and your support while I'm doing this. I have the best friends and family that a person could have..... I love you all. I guess another part of the withdrawal is emotional... LOL. Oh and before I forget I wanna say thank you to my nephew David for this great Idea. I was going to do something like this on facebook as a journal but he totally hooked me up with this whole blog deal (I have awesome nephews) so thanks for that buddy. I am going to be using marijuana to try and take the edge off of the withdrawal symptoms. I know there are still some people out there that are still in the dark ages about the whole pot thing. The only thing that I have to say about that is I DON"T CARE. I am using it for medicinal reasons rite now so don't hate me for it. Wait till all this is over and I keep smoking it LOL. I do not see pot as a drug and some people will fight me on it to the death. Well I am going to roll one rite now to take this feeling down a bit and maybe try to sleep a bit LMFAO!!! I just held in a sneeze and my back and chest just cracked......and it fuckin hurt pretty bad. I'm sure it will tighten up again pretty quick but it feels better since it cracked wooo hooo. Ok I'm done..... for now anyways.