And the dance begins

Who knew I would ever be doing this LOL... Well here goes......
My name is Jamie Pike and this is my story. In September of 2008 I had a seizure do to low blood sugar as I have had juvenile diabetes for 26 years of my 36 year life. Well my girlfriend was staying the night and she told me that when it happened. I sat up at the edge of the bed, she asked if I was ok and I said "yep". She said no sooner did I say that and I jumped up and tried to take the wall out with my shoulder. I guess the noise it made was pretty loud too LOL. So I'll cut to the chase anyways....ends up I really screwed my shoulder up..bad. I crushed the ball of my shoulder like a ping pong ball on the top. I also brook two thirds of the bone out that holds your shoulder in place. So from the day I woke up rite up until this morning I have been taking 50-60 Mg's of Oxycontin a day. I started my withdrawal yesterday sat/03/20 at 9:00am but took a 10mg at 5:00am this morning. Soooo that one didn't count and I am going to get through this with the help of my computer. My dream would be if reading this can help anyone wanting to get off of these terrible pills in any way. The pills that I take are 12 hour 10mg and 20mg I take 20 or 30 Mg's when I wake up and twelve hours later I take 30 more. I know it is a pretty low dose but I have been on them for a year and a half. I know it is going to be brutally hard....... but this ones mine!