This suuuuuuuux

It's 10:13am Mon. I'm not even gonna lie.... this sux big time. My body is seizing up now and I can't sit still. I would love to sleep but I move every 5 to 10 seconds. If total discomfort. I stay in one position for to long my joints ache and crack when I move again. I wouldn't wish this on anyone...ever! I am getting annoyed with everything now to. If I forgot to say it before I will say it now...If you are ever offered Oxycontin as a pain control or for any reason. Say no because you are going to have to get off of them one day and it suuuuux!!!! My abdomen and upper back are giving me crazy pain and total discomfort. I know a lot of people that have gone through the exact same thing that I am rite now. I have nothing but total respect for every single one of you. I can't believe how quick my hips seize up and start hurting. Sleep would be amazing rite now.... even a 10 minute nap would be good LOL. If you have ever had a kidney stone, think of that pain constantly. I think that will help explain it a lil better. The best thing about today is that my girlfriend started her new job. Now that girl is someone to take life lessons from. She has done so much in the past year it's crazy. She has become the rock in our relationship and has made me soooo proud of her. She was my number one reason for reevaluating my life. She deserves everything she wants in this world. Good luck today babe...gotcha in my thoughts xoxo. Ok I am going to try to lay down again or just keep fuckin fidgeting and moving all the time LOL... this suuuuuux!!!!