Never thought it would happen

It is 1:52 am Sun/Mar/28.... I have just been through the worst couple of days with the worst lower back and kidney pains, freezing cold to the bone and uncontrollable shaking, restlessness and anxiety that would make a person wish death as a resolve. I ended up going to the hospital because I was overly scared with what was going on with me. After a 4 hour wait at CMH the Dr prescribed me some naproxen (anti inflammatory) for the aches and pains. He also gave me 7 tablets of lorazepam for sleeping. I opened up the container of lorazepam and noticed that there was only 5 tablets.....oh well. So I got home and took 1 naproxen and a lorazepam. After about almost an hour nothing had changed so I had another lorazepam. I fell asleep and woke up 13 hours later. I couldn't believe how good I felt. After about 2 hours I started to feel aches and pains creeping back in so I took another naproxen and everything stopped. I can still feel the aches and pains lingering on the outskirts of the walls of sanity. I have just taken 1 and a half lorazepam since I only have three left. I figured 1 and a half would be better than just one as 1 doesn't do much for my sleep. I will have 1 and a half left for tomorrow... then I'm pretty much fucked LOL...we will see. I feel like I could sleep for 24 hours still at this point but to be fair I haven't gotten any sleep in for-five LOOOOOONG days. Lets hope I do better when I go to bed now. So wish me luck ....LOL. Goodnight my FB friends I love you all and your inspiring messages. I read them and pull strength from them when I need it....so thank you all.