the calm before the storm

It's 3:26 pm Tues 23rd and I am jetting up from another pretty spotty sleep. I can't believe how much my leg kidney and back pain have eased off. I am not feeling that need to get comfortable. I do still feel like shit but I think I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. I feel in my body that it's not over yet...that's for sure. I have lost some pains and picked myself up a bit of diarrhea and a headache. My mouth is very thick and I am feeling pretty week. I can say however I am feeling a hell of allot better without all the aches and pains and the squirmy restless shit going on. If the way that I feel keeps up.. I might be able to catch some actual sleep tonight. My parents came over today with some food and water... I love those two people so much that I can't even put it into words rite now. My dad is very spiritual and he gave me a healing. I don't know if any of you are very spiritual but I am and it works. Like I said... I'm not ready to go dancing or anything like that but I can honestly say that I am definitely more at ease. I puked once this morning before I layed down but haven't had to again as of yet. This is hell and such a dirty and disgusting feeling but it is going to be soooo worth it in the end. I am actually getting pumped and got my eye on the prize as one of my buddies told me to do. I know it's not over yet but I am happy to have made it to this point. I am going to go pound more water to flush my system out again... very important to keep doing. I will be back to write more in a lil bit.