Keepin your eye on the prize

I know I just wrote a blog but I am so restless and annoyed and grimy feeling. My legs are hurting but I feel like I have to keep moving them. The pain seems more intense if I stop moving them Grrrrr....this fuckin suxs. My stomach is still in a huge cramp that gets worse every so often but eases up again after a few seconds. I took a walk outside to the backyard with the dog and I soooo wasn't ready for that yet. I was sitting there and for some reason I thought I was going to puke but I got back in the house and am doing a bit better now. It's funny because when I was on the Oxy I never wanted to go out. I feel like sitting outside now... That's one of those little changes that keep me going. This is sooo going to be worth it in the end tho and I still "have my eye on the prize"