It's been a while

It is April/7/2010. It has been a while since I have had the chance to get on a computer as mine has had some crazy virus. It is all better now so I am back lol. Anyways......I am now doing really good with all of the withdrawal symptoms. I still feel as if I have a bit of a flue, My muscles are still a bit achy and my sleeping habits are still a little out of whack and I don't have a tone of energy yet but it is all coming back slow but sure. I have to say, the things that have come back to me are incredible. I actually want to get out of the house when I wake up in the morning (or at lunch LOL). I am bound and determined to start running so I have been going for longer and longer walks around the neighbourhood. I will eventually start jogging once I can walk a few blocks without huffing and puffing. I have also made up my mind about not taking any other kind of medication from doctors aaaaaaaaaand I wont be taking any of it!!!!! I now do NOT trust the pill pushers that we trust and call doctors. I am going with mostly all natural medicines. I have learned that most doctors around the world believe in more natural cures. I was reading something in a magazine that stated that the rest of the world is waiting for western medicine (chemical agents like pills) to grow up. It is all a huge money grab for the powers that be. Think about it.... how did they have a needle for the H1N1 virus after a month??? I thought the testing of a new product takes at least 10 years to make sure it's safe for the public. I find it Other then my cynical outlook of "doctors" everything is going pretty good. If you are thinking of getting off of Oxycontin's no matter what dose you are on. I would talk to your doctor first. Do not let him/her talk you into methadone!!!! There are different drugs that are non habitual that they can use. Or you can do what I did and use marijuana to help take the edge off and keep your appetite up. If you do use pot to get past the rough times be ready to smoke allot LOL. I was going through a half quarter a night and on the really bad nights I would smoke a whole quarter. That can run you some crazy money unless you have awesome friends like me that are willing to help you out with the green. I want to thank everyone for you encouraging words stories and funny jokes. You have all made a huge difference in my recovery and I don't know if I could have done it without each and every one of you. I will be writing more as time goes on and I feel better each and every day. THANK YOU ALL XOXOXO