Thursday, April 15, 2010
Baaaad day for me.
It is Fri/April/4.... I had one of the worst days yesterday that I ave had in a long time. I was sooooo lethargic just totally drained. I would walk out to the kitchen and back and I would be out of breath....crazy. My chest has been having some pains but I think that is due to the stress that I have been under... losing my job the other day and like 500 other things LOL. I did feel like I was having withdrawal symptoms for sure. I think the stress probably just exacerbated them. I am feeling pretty good today and feel like I am getting some sort of weird strength from inside my body. I know it sounds crazy but it is the easiest way I can describe it lol but I definitely feel it. I still can't believe how worth this whole craziness and pain has been. If you want to do it yourself...STOP FUCKIN THINKING ABOUT IT AND DO IT!!! You have to because it is better then any high you could imagine.... yep it sounds like bullshit and very corny because you always hear people say that. I swear on my life... it's the truth. Again thank you to all of the people that have supported me. You are and will always be deep in my heart.
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jamie, just wanted to say thank you for telling your story! i am 86 hrs into the exorcism, as i like to call it! detoxing off of ms contin. been on it for 22 months following a motor vehicle accident. finally starting to feel a little human again. your diary really helped me. made me feel like i am not alone in this hell! hope all is well for you!
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Just got through reading your entire journal and in getting ready for my ride.
ReplyDeletehad a bad wreck and actually died 2 times!
5 broken ribs
9 fractures in rib cage
collapsed lung
brushed heart
snapped shoulder blade in two
broke shoulder blade also where it attaches
level 6 shoulder seperation
sternum popped out of place
that was the problems I can remember lol...
I have been prescribed 80mg opana and 120mg roxi daily.
all I can say is ill probably be reading your article daily especially the end to give me hope.
thank you very much for taking the time to post this so people like ne can have an ounce of hope!
I see you stopped writing, have you been able to stay clean or have you fallen back off the wagon?
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